ONLY IF YOUR SHADE OF GREY MATCHES MINE TOO!!!

"Love"

It's such a strange thing . You love some one wholly or you believe to do so and above that you extrapolate that their shade matches yours until the day you see a shade more denser, richer and fuller than your shade. You realize how pale your shade is . And no matter when people say," every love is a different form of love" .. yet it is all the same .Else they wouldn't be just one word for it!  After which no matter how hard you try all you can see is the paleness of it. Also that you have seen the best version of it, you don't want to settle for anything less and that you have loved you can't stop loving, your stuck in the middle. You don't know if  you are sad or angry or mixture of both. Everything seems rational to your mind but apparently your heart always has a mind of its own. No matter what shade it is , a heart break is a heart break and causes the same pain, that they say only last for.10-20'minutes anything excess is "self inflicted", which we do a lot!  After which You go through a series of events where you want to avoid the person or the paleness they express, but you can't coz your life has been entwined with them,(or you think so ?) so much that its gonna be difficult rather to be honest, you don't want to rock the boat. Thus the paleness created only leads to more and more paleness to be created. No wonder they are so many shallow souls roaming around . Now your caught up in a circle with no  escape hatch . Lets just say, me stand on the titanic, think about whether to rock the boat or not. You all would like to point out tat it's not a boat. Duh! I know I can't rock that boat, coz the boat is not a boat but a ship! Yet I can seduce the night watch so that he misses the ice burg and thus the ship gets its punch! Ooh.. wait nowadays they don't trust humans for that !! Yet they ask me to trust a human with my heart ?! Am that crazy that I see the irony in tat !?! Definitely the expectation or the heart break in me is talking. Though the wise say not to expect, honestly its hard not too !! And again you end up in the circle you try so hard to break .Now now.. don't over think and self inflict . Lets not break our heads but only our hearts. In the name of shallowness we create and shallowness we spread . In name of LOVE .  No wonder the wise have also said ignorance is bliss, is it ?